11 dpo

We just went out to dinner and couldn't afford it, and now my stomach is in knots. And even though my sister tries to pay for some things, having another person living here is a strain on the finances. And on my great need for alone time.

I'm just feeling stretched and stressed over here.

No pregnancy symptoms. I mean, I cried today, but it was stressed out crying. I'm also pretty tired, but that's probably stress-related, too. My temp was down two degrees, but until there's a pattern going down, I won't worry.

Maybe it's weird that I want to have a baby when I'm so worried about money. But, we won't really have what I consider to be "enough" money for a few more years, and I don't want to be 33 and just starting this family. We'll make it. People do on much less.

I hate talking about money. It's tacky. But the venting, it helps.