Did you ever have to make up your mind?

My appointment with my RE is tomorrow. I don't really know what to expect and am a little nervous. Also? I didn't realize that my insurance only covered tests, no treatments. Who knows what I'll need, or how many times I'll need it...or how much this is going to cost.

Which leads me to the conclusion that I should probably postpone Spain for a couple of months until I know what I'm dealing with. This could mean I don't go at all, which makes me sad, sad, sad. But what do I want more? A baby or Spain?

Maybe I could just kidnap a spanish baby. Two birds.

I kid.