Internets: Tell me what I want to hear.
I finally ovulated. I am now 6 days past ovulation and although I told myself I was going to stay away from the insanity inducing internets, I am asking them all sorts of unanswerable questions. What I really want to put in that little google box is "Am I pregnant?" But I don't think that's common internet knowledge.
So, I stare at other people's charts and compare and contrast. This tells me absolutely zero and puts me in a bad mood.
We have friends coming to town and our visits usually consist of a lot of drinking. I'm going to sit this one out and be awkward around my friend's husband. I have known him 12 years and still have a hard time finding my footing with him. I completely blame myself.
Two people on the periphery of my life have had babies this week. One actual friend just found out she's pregnant. She's only 5 weeks, but had no hesitation in telling me. I remember feeling untouchable like that. It's the way it should be.

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